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Roughly two months ago, I broke up with my clever, intelligent, very harmful narcissist after 14 months of involvement. He had subjected me to two painful months of gradual discard. His love bombing stopped without explanation. He dropped our daily communication, became unavailable (busy with work and exhausted in the evenings), pretty much ignored me through the holidays, then began letting 4 to 5 days pass before answering my texts…just to fill me in on himself…never asking a question about me...and to throw me a few sparse breadcrumbs that I gobbled up voraciously. It had been 3 months since we had sex. We hadn't seen each other in a month and there were no plans in the works. Yet, he was “loving" in his promises of getting back on track with me, with his assurances that he was “always” thinking of me and with his showers of emoji kisses.Finally, I got completely fed up with the stringing along and fake words. The emotional distancing was truly killing me. I realized I was living solely to get a message from him. I was so hooked and obsessed by his drastically diminished communication and contact after our three month second honeymoon of love bombing in Sept, Oct and Nov. It became painfully obvious that he had moved on to new prey/supply and he had unceremoniously shelved me. I never saw it coming. Not a clue. I rallied somehow and dumped him via email the first week of February. I couldn't risk a face-to-face encounter. He always talked circles around me…calmly, methodically, convincingly, irresistibly. He was charming and endearing…never disrespectful…no name calling…no shouting…yet so cunning and condescendingly manipulative. He was a masterful, invalidating gaslighter. I was no match for his careful, deliberate brainwashing. I always succumbed to his point of view, apologized for mine and lost more of my personhood.The most painful aspect of this break up is that I didn't want to do it. Ridiculous as that sounds…it has grieved me terribly. I have second guessed my decision a trillion times. I have daily suffered through my self-imposed no contact. I have read countless articles on narcissism and Machiavellian personalities. I have watched YouTube videos. I have talked the ears off of a trusted friend with my obsessive thoughts and insecurities. The sanest thing I have done so far is to journal the garbage circling in my brain and to make a therapy appointment which is coming up next week.He is silent. Completely silent. Maybe he is waiting for me to breakdown, apologize and beg for him. My intuition tells me so…the intuition that has been screaming at me to break up for months. The emotional pain he has inflicted is severe…toying with my heart and mind for over a year. I have been a pitiful marionette on his cruel puppet strings…and I knew it. But, I was locked in the addiction…waiting for the next round of intoxicating love bombing that he might magnanimously bestow on me. It was an incurable abusive cycle.And incredulously, I didn't want to break up. I hate that I had to. I still wish we were together doing our absurd, painful, emotionally abusive dance. Me always stuffing my feelings and needs…him in center stage wearing his mask, charading that he cared for me. I wanted to remain “indefinitely exclusive”…his description of our status. Sheer craziness. A year of this man…and I am a fragile, pining, insecure wreck of a woman…just beginning to get in touch with the huge holes in my soul…the very ones that he was attracted to in the first place…the ones he widened and deepened with his selfish deceit. And what is worse is that I let him. I gave him free reign to ravage and exploit me for his pleasure. I willingly believed the lies he crafted to keep me longing for the next round of love bombing. What a sad existence I bought into…and then to not want to break up with that. And I keep asking myself, “How did this happen?”

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The time has finally come for me to tell my story here. I’m contemplating how much of it I should tell. What if people judge me? What if they pity me? Even worse…what if they don’t believe me? Should I go anonymous? Eh I’ll just give the Medium level version. Just minus some of the extra details.When I was born (December 1994), I was born to a very messed up “family”. I had 4 siblings. 2 older brothers, an older sister and one younger half brother. This is in Pennsylvania by the way. The foster care system varies by state so it may be different in your state. Anyways, my biological mother and father were never married. My father was an alcoholic and my mother…well I assume she had many mental issues or just a very low IQ. Maybe learning disabilities? The county never told me. (Apparently my records are locked away and I can’t access them so I won’t ever really know the details exactly.) I don’t remember too much. Just that is was very dirty. We lived in a house surrounded by the woods. I only remember it being very dirty and there being chickens inside the house. I remember having the 4 of us put into one crib. My brother trying to steal a yogurt from the fridge and me being to afraid to eat it. From what I do know, we were put in dog cages, severely underweight and often dirty. Sometimes not wearing clothes. My father made us eat off the floor like animals. He would hit us (me being 1–2 years old.) My half brother barely able to stand. He beat my brothers, left us in the woods and worse. From what I was told by the county, they found my sister and I in a bathtub upstairs. We were found naked and both bleeding from out productive organs. I’m not sure what that means. They never gave me a clear answer when I asked if he raped us. They always just said that it was possible. When I was 3, they took us out of that place. I started my first round of foster homes. I bounced around to 3 homes. I never stayed at one for more then a few months. I was so young then. I don’t really remember much from that time. I remember one of the foster siblings would fall on me from the top bunk. I remember being scolded for not eating food I didn’t like. I remember watching as the foster family gave their biological children numerous gifts on Christmas while I got a stuffed barney toy. I remember wondering why I wasn’t treated the same. Wondering why I always had to move. Being so young, I never understood what was going on.Then I was adopted at the age of 4. At first it was great. It took me a long time to call them Mom and Dad. A few months after they adopted me, they adopted one of my brothers as well. It was good for awhile. Normal. I started to go to preschool. I showed signs of being different even then. Unlike all the other girls who would play with the dolls or girly stuff, I would play with the dinosaurs by myself. Then at around 1st grade, everything started falling apart. My dad had lost his job. He drank and often got angry. Then the beatings started. The mental abuse, physical abuse and verbal abuse. I will never forget the sound of my dad punching my brother. Or looking him in the eyes as he choked me or threw me like a stuffed toy. He broke my brothers arm, gave me a concussion…possibly two and just constantly beat on us. I remember hiding in my closet and covering my ears to try and drown out the skin on skin impacts. The physical abuse was just a start. They locked the fridge and cupboards. Constantly manipulated me. They even forced me to hit my brother once. They emptied our rooms. Made us clean their entire house, backyard and front yard just because. They always made it clear that they regretted adopting us. One of the most hurtful things was hearing my father threaten to make his wife choose between us and him. It was so bad that I didn’t talk in school. I’d be so afraid to come home. The mind games they played, the manipulation, the feelings of worthlessness they bestowed upon me…all of it for 10 years. Going from my biological parents to growing up in this environment…really messes up a kid. I was bullied in school. Outcasted. Nobody wanted to be friends with the kid who rarely talked. The girl who didn’t have friends. The girl who spent all her time reading instead of playing at recess. I was always the kid they didn’t want on their team or group. All of this because of how I grew up.When I turned 14 and was about to start my first year of high school, my brother had finally had enough. He told the guidance counselor at my school what was going on. Showed the bruises. I never went back home. I never saw my parents again. I went into my first foster home. The first one I would actually remember anyway.Foster home #1#1 was okay. It was an emergency one. I wasn’t meant to stay there. When we left that night, I was terrified. I was going to be in so much trouble when I finally went home. I was so fearful of the beatings I was certain were to come. My brother and I were eventually separated. I stayed with the 1st family until after the new year. I left in February. That was hard. I had actually made friends at the school I was at. The foster family itself though…wasn’t the right place for me. I was just beginning to go through puberty. I remember sneaking to their computer at night looking up how to use tampons because I was too embarrassed to ask. I would listen to music to help myself cope with everything. The foster mom found out by seeing the search history. I came home from school one day and she just tore into me. Screaming at me for a good 30 minutes. I couldn’t even say anything. I didn’t know how to explain myself let alone defend myself. In February, my case manager showed up at the end of the day and told me I was moving to a new home and school. She told me to say goodbye to my friends and to clean out my locker. I was shocked. I had finally made a few friends. Was on a swim team. Was doing okay and in a second it was all just ripped away. So I moved onto the next home.Foster home #2#2 I stayed at until the end of the school year. The foster mom was married to an older guy. I’d guess 15–20 years older. They were weird. They were fostering a baby and another child a few years younger then me. The foster mom ate baby food. Like as part of her meals. That was always weird. Other than that though, they were harmless. No crazy yelling or anything. I had also made friends at that school but only one. I was very hesitant to making new friends again as I didn’t want to get attached to anyone again. By that time I was behind in math and science. I still loved to read and write though. After the school year came to an end, the foster mom wanted to go on vacation. So I went on respite to another house. I ended up staying at Foster Family #3 until I turned 18.Foster Family #3.The last foster family was … so many things. Many bad and a few good. This family had way too many kids. Many they had adopted. They were strict Baptists. They had adopted a child who had severe issues. Borderline crazy. FAS (Fetal Alcohol Syndrome), bipolar, multiple personality disorder, aggressive in both verbal and sometimes physical sense etc. She was 21 but basically had the mind of a 12 year old girl. She constantly had melt downs. Punching walls, screaming, fighting, threatening etc. I watched her attack my foster parents and even at one point tried to attack me. The parents insisted that I call them mom and dad. This I had a hard time doing as I didn’t consider people I knew for a week to be my parents. Usually I avoided using the words but sometimes I would have to. I hated it. They controlled the music I listened too (I listened to Justin Bieber, Keith Urban, Disney songs etc. Anything that wasn't scary and felt like something I could connect too. I never listened to the songs about sexual things/cursing/violence etc) They forced me to go to their church. Refused to let me wear shorts that were an inch above the knee. (The foster sister would blast Little Wayne and wear yoga shorts outside all the time without an issue). I ended up actually loving contemporary Christian music. It was never scary and I related to many of the topics they talked about. It usually brought me comfort. Music as well as horses were always my stress relievers. Music more so then horses. Eventually I did decide to become Christian. However never the strictness of my foster parents. Eventually they fostered another girl. This one was 10–12 with the exact same issues as the older girl. The only difference is that they put her in the same room as me. The room I was in was barely big enough to walk in with the two twin beds and dressers. More often then not, I would come home to find my foster mom wrestling her to the ground or her punching the walls, lashing out, trying to hurt herself or those around her. All of this constantly took a toll on me. For someone who grew up the way I did, seeing this sort of thing just made me feel more and more alone. More out of place. School was my only outlet. Even there though it was hard. I was still quite but managed to make a few friends. The chorus teacher saved me. I hung out in his room for lunch, study hall and any other classes I could. He would give me singing lessons, guitar lessons, piano lessons or just listen to me vent. He gave me the courage to sing in front of my school even. Something I never would have been able to do. My foster parents also had many pets. They were pretty dirty and lived a very unhealthy lifestyle. The house constantly looked like a train wreck. More often then not, they expected me to clean it. Do the piles of dishes, laundry and other housework. For me, I felt like a drone. Just mindlessly and silently doing as I was told.When I turned 18 I knew I had to leave. They made it seem like they wanted me there but they also couldn’t afford to have me there.It was around that time that I discovered Korea and Kpop. I latched onto Kpop because of the bright and happy music. Most of all though, it was all the research that constantly stated how much safer South Korea was. No guns. No drugs. The guys were supposed to be way more respectful etc. The word “safe” is what caught me. That was all I wanted. I was tired of being so afraid of everything. I constantly had nightmares. Was always jumpy. Afraid of the world. So I decided that I wanted to go there. Of course 5 years later, I am much more educated about other countries. I still want to go though.I ended up couch surfing after I got out of foster care. I had managed to save up enough money through cleaning houses and other odd jobs. I had just enough money to buy a plane ticket. December 17th 2013. I moved to LA. I’ll never forget that day. With nothing but a backpack and 20 dollars to spare, I got on that plane. I was homeless from the start. Its another story but I ended up getting raped by a homeless man 10 days after moving there. December 27th also so happens to be my birthday. After that I just lost it. I was so angry. So frustrated. Why did people just keep hurting me. No matter where I went, no matter what I did, people were just cruel. It was a hard lesson to learn but I learned it. It took 5 years. Moving 9 times the first year and 7 times the second. Starting from Jack in the box to Starbucks to Coffee Bean and now a steady restaurant Job. 5000 in debt from a student loan I took out in desperate attempts to get on my feet. However I made it. Working on a youtube channel and currently a successful Facebook page about Asian culture. (Feel free to follow. Page name is Jenny Lynn) I have serious and realistic plans of going to Korea long term in the next year. Maybe might give dating a shot at some point too. Who knows. I came a long way and have so much farther to go.After going through all this, I honestly consider myself lucky. When I talk to the brother I grew up with, he is so angry and bitter. Me? Nobody even realizes that I’ve had a tough start unless I tell them. I’m as normal as everyone else. Or at least in their eyes. I still have nightmares. Have trouble communication what I feel. I’m terrified of confrontation and will do anything I can to avoid it. I jump at most sudden sounds. Fireworks may make me cry. Sometimes I feel jealous and so far behind. Seeing people younger then me going to college. Driving a car. Working in jobs that pay more then minimum wage. Sometimes I feel helpless. Hopeless. However whenever I feel that way, I focus on music. Korea has helped me in ways that nobody will ever understand. (I could write for days about this haha). I tend to be afraid a lot. I’m hesitant about dating. I can’t just hookup with someone. I tend to like Asian guys too but as a non Asian girl, I’m usually looked upon as someone to experience. So I don’t really date much. I’m 24. In many ways I am very behind. However I have more life experience then most 40+ year olds. I’ll stop now as this has gotten very long. If anyone out there is reading this…just know that no matter what your circumstances. No matter what it is that you’ve been through…just know that it can and will get better. It’s usually a very bumpy road but eventually it straightens out. Fighting!

Search engine optimization (SEO) is the practice of increasing the quantity and quality of traffic to your website through organic search engine results.The SEO practices adopted by marketers can be broadly classified into two categories i.e White hat SEO and Black hat SEO.White hat SEOQuite clear from the name itself that White hat SEO refers to the most legitimate practices adhered by the marketers to gain higher rankings in the search engine result pages. The white SEO practices strictly abide by the Google’s guidelines for SEO.Black Hat SEOAs the name suggests, Black hat SEO includes the practices that aim at finding weaknesses and loopholes in the Google’s algorithms in order to rank higher in the search engine result pages. These practices are against the guidelines provided by Google and overall Google’s algorithms. Thus, the practices under the label Black hat SEO are considered to be illegitimate.SEO Example 1: Sunglasses.ieBrief: Re-designed website went live 2017, we re-designed the website from worked with the Robbie closely in the creation of the content for the keyword phrases that they wished to be found on google for, now the website ranks number 1 position for hundreds of keyword phrases including “sunglasses” The website has over 10,000 visitors per month. Make sure you google them and see where they rank.Organic traffic to this website is now 10000 plus visitors a month.RLTechX is a digital marketing company in Bhubaneswar that supports all of this and helps aligning other companies which are connected to us.#RLTechXspeaks #DigitalMarketing #SocialMediaMarketing

RaterlabsLeapforceLionbridgeAppen Butler HillZero ChaosiSoftstoneThey are the top six, reputed and only companies that hires Search Engine Evaluators and Social Media Evalautors.First things first. The terminology used.Web Search Evaluator, Search Engine Evaluator, Internet Ads Assessor, Web Content Assessor, yada yada — they all mean the same thing. Different companies likes to confuse us with their own cooked-up terminologies.You want an insider info on those companies? You are in for a treat my friend.Here is a brief but complete overview on those five companies -RATERLABS -Raterlabs is bifurcated off Leapforce specifically for American evaluators. The support staff of Leapforce manages Raterlabs. Even the website of Leapforce and Raterlabs still looks the same.In early June 2017, US raters in Leapforce are given an option to either stay with Leapforce or move to Raterlabs with the condition being that they have to choose either one of the two.Moreover, search engine evaluator position was moved to Raterlabs while Social Media Evaluator stayed in Leapforce.According to my own estimates, 99% of Americans moved to Raterlabs from Leapforce as search engine evaluation is where the money is. According to reports, American evaluators in Lionbridge also moved to Raterlabs.Here are the highlights of Raterlabs -American evaluators in Raterlabs will no more be called independent contractors. They will be considered part-time employees (with benefits*).They can work for a maximum of 26 hours per week unless otherwise specified.Raterlabs doesn’t hire evaluators from certain states of USA. To make sure that your state is in their list, please email them for further details : admin@raterlabs.comLEAPFORCE (Review)The most well-known company in the world of Search Engine Evaluator industry is Leapforce. They also hire Social Media Evaluators.Leapforce is based in Pleasanton, California.They hire all the year round. They hire for multiple languages such as Chinese, English, Hindi, Arabic, Russian, German, etc.Pay rate per hour -Americans - $13.5English and some Europeans - $14Asians (Indians) - $7Where to sign up for Leapforce?Here -Leapforce Leapforce At Home Current OpportunitiesLeapforce has been acquired by Appen. To read about the acquisition, you can go here - Appen has acquired Leapforce !2. LIONBRIDGE -This is based in Ireland but is headquartered in Massachusetts, USA. It is a bigger company than Leapforce but when it comes to hiring Search Engine Evaluators, they are at a distant second.They do hire contractors for other positions all the year round though.At the time of this writing, Lionbride was hiring evaluators for USA, France, Pakistan, Japan, and Bangladesh. But not for India.Pay Rate per hour is approximately the same as that of Leapforce’s pay rate.Where to sign up?Here -Online Jobs with Lionbridge Crowdsourcing3. Appen Butler Hill -This is an Australian Company based in New South Wales . They also hire Search Engine Evaluators. But their hiring isn’t as frequent as that of Leapforce’s.But they hire independent contractors for multiple other projects like language validators, transcriptionists, etc.At the time of this writing, Appen was hiring for Social Media Evaluators for USA.Their hourly pay rate is the same as the above two companies.Where to sign up?Here -HomeBefore signing up for Appen, make an account with Payoneer. They pay via Payoneer and not through PayPal.Sign up here and get $25** PAYONEER4. ZeroChaos -This is also an American company based in Orlando, FL.Among all the companies, ZeroChaos hires the least number of Search Engine Evaluators.I hardly see any openings on their website.Their hourly rate is about $14 for Americans and for Indians and other Asians, it will of course be the half amount.Not providing the link here as they rarely have any openings.5 . iSoftstone -This is a Fortune 100 company with over 18,000 employees with headquarters in China and offices all across America.They also hire contractors for various jobs apart from Search Engine Evaluation position.Their pay rate is also the same as that of above companies.At the time of this writing, they were hiring for Online Rater position worldwide.Where to sign up?Here -Crowd Job ListingsIMPORTANT SIDE NOTE -Now, you may think that you can work for all the companies at the same time and make a lot of money. This is dangerous and wrong !Why?Because if you are working with anyone of the four companies - Leapforce, Lionbridge, Appen, and ZeroChaos, you cannot work as Search Engine Evaluator or Social Media Evaluator with another company.It is because their client is the same. It creates conflict of interests.If you try to be smart, you will be terminated from both the companies whom you are trying to outsmart.But, there is one thing you can do.You can work for any one of these companies namely - Leapforce, Lionbridge, Appen, and ZeroChaos; and also work for iSoftstone at the same time.It is because iSoftstone’s client is different than that of the other four.Which among the four companies (apart from iSoftstone) should I work for?Work for the best in the industry. Work for Leapforce.Sign up here -Leapforce Leapforce At Home Current OpportunitiesAlso add additional income by working for iSoftstone at the same time. Sign up belowCrowd Job ListingsAdditional Reading (Optional) -Over 3200-words Ultimate Guide on 5 Companies hiring Search Engine Evaluators .Sam Narzary's answer to What does a search engine evaluator do?Feel free to comment if you have any questions.If this post didn't benefit you in any way, leave comments. I will go out of my way to help you earn extra money each month. That's how much I mean to help people.Edit 24th March - SCAM ALERT !!Thousands have signed up for the positions mentioned above. And many people have gone on to qualify for those companies and are already working.But not everyone could crack the qualification tests. And I know that you are frustrated and would probably compromise morality and truthfulness and do anything it takes to make it to these companies.Hence this scam -There are scammers popping up around for Search Engine Evaluator and Social Media Evaluator position, who would ping people in Facebook guaranteeing a job in these companies, in exchange for few thousand bucks.NEVER EVER FALL FOR THIS TRAP.Don’t pay them because, these companies constantly changes their exam questions and these scamsters won’t be able to get you a job even if you pay them thousands to write your exam.If you somehow manage to get through to these companies, you would be kicked out again because you didn’t really qualify for the job. You will be kicked out in few weeks as there are constant quality checks and evaluation.Stay safe. Stay truthful.Satyameva Jayate.

Not entirely.I’ve posted before about the stalker I have due to my Quora activity. A Jehovah’s Witness called “Bob” from JWTalk.net.Mark Jones's answer to Have you ever been stalked? What's your story?First of all, I’d like to openly acknowledge that Bob’s behavior is not common among Jehovah’s Witnesses. I do think he’s mentally unstable and don't believe for a second that Jehovah’s Witnesses would agree with the stuff I’m about to tell you he did and still does.(Although I noticed not one single one of them condemned him either, but I digress…)Bob joined Quora and started asking angry, hate filled questions directed towards ex-Jehovah’s Witnesses whom he was claiming were pedophiles. His answers to honest, genuine questions relating to religion were filled with anger, malice and name calling.Then he came across my answers. I understand (and expect) active Jehovah’s Witnesses not to like or agree with my answers but Bob took it to a whole new level. Aside from replying to my answers with name calling, attacks, insults and slanderous claims he then went on Facebook and searched for every Mark Jones in Liverpool until he found me. He then downloaded images of my (then) 3 year old daughter and shared them around the internet telling people what he’d like to do to her (I wont repeat, Quora would likely remove me).He then signed up to Quora again (after being banned) a few times with the sole intention to troll me. I enjoy trolls, but this one not so much, for his answers and comments were disturbing - revealing a dark, troubled mind indeed. So I blocked him. He’s the only Quora user I’ve ever had to block.[EDIT: He’s back on Quora under the name of User-12139477351872360976]Some things he’s done towards me:Read literally every post I’ve made and searched every comment I’ve ever made on Quora on every post (not sure how that’s even possible).Looked for any and all YouTube accounts that I may be on and left a 500+ worded rambling rant about “apostates” being snakes (all in capital letters).Likes to screenshot my posts so he can save them on his computer.Searched for my girlfriend’s Instagram account, tried to add her (over 10 times under different names) and screenshotted pictures of her and her 2yo daughter for his “viewing pleasure” (his words).Searched for my Facebook account and downloaded pictures of my 3yo daughter in order to share them over the internet.Checks the weather and time for the city in which I live in order to tell me what time it is or what the weather is like.Tries to catch me out with things I write (but fails each time because I cite sources for claims I make).Claimed that “Russian spies” were infiltrating his religion via an ex-Jehovah’s Witness forum that I’m on.Things he’s still doing even now:Told me (only yesterday) that he hopes my (now) 5 year old daughter gets raped.Tried to add my Facebook friends under a false Facebook account and claimed I was protecting pedophiles.Contacted my girlfriend via Instagram and asked for “bath pictures” of her 4 year old daughter.Contacted my girlfriend and tried to convince her that I’m cheating on her because he’s just seen me in Walmart with another woman. (This genius doesn't know we don't have Walmart’s in the UK, plus he sent the message at like 4am when I was lying in bed next to her???).Found me on eBay and tried to report me to the site for not fulfilling a sale that never even happened. (Even eBay were confused what he was doing).Told me that he prays for Jehovah to let him kill me in armageddon with knife.And last, but by no means least, he tells me every day via email that he hates me.So the fact that mentally unstable people can do all of this simply because they don't like some things that you write is quite spooky.Now I know how Salman Rushdie must feel.