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[Music] hey guys it's a beaut and welcome back to my channel if you're new here hi welcome to my channel my name is Abby Marie and I am coming at you guys with a different kind of video it's guess like a bunch of little story times put together into one and I'm really excited to do this like tag or video or whatever I've just got a couple questions that I've liked seeing you guys asking me just through the comments on social media or through like comments here on YouTube so it's not like I was like hey ask me questions I'm just kind of gone through and I picked all of them that are related to my sexuality I'm bisexual this is gonna be all about my experience with ladies with females with beautiful glorious mom let's go ahead and dive into this video and I hope I don't crush on you too hard but I can't help it I'm just gonna start blushing so one of the questions I've seen a lot which i think is kind of funny it's like people have been asking just like the innocent like who's your first crush it was my lik first crush from like way back in the day funny I have a couple friends I would like I'll ask this question too because I've asked this before people are just like they can't really remember or like they can remember like their first celebrity crush but not like their first like real one some people can for my first crush on a girl was back in like elementary school and it was like before I really knew like I had a big crush on her but I just knew I really liked her and I was like super jealous of anyone else being around her or like sitting by her at lunch you're playing with her at recess and I always tell I tell everyone like this is my girl and I would go around and I would call her my girl and I just meant like my girl like my girlfriend like my friend loves a girl just like innocent and fun but she was just like my girl I would said my arm around her and she was from China she was a foreign exchange student and she came and she was super sweet and her name was Lucy oh my gosh I hope she never sees this video but yeah her name was Lucy in his back in elementary school and I can't remember the name of the elementary school or anything just because I moved a lot but I remember we met at recess and we just instantly clicked she was over by the wildflowers and I'm always like had a green thumb but in feel like plants so obviously I just would like migrated over there too and I remember you talking it which is like hey you're cool you like flowers I like flowers let's be friends and then from there like we were just like always like holding hands or like dancing together and we call each other each other's girl but anyway it was just like this fun little innocent just like best friends so I would say that was probably definitely like my first crush could I just remember thinking she was super pretty too and like she told me all the time that she thought I was pretty but in the end our like little short little friendship ended because there was another girl that came she was a foreign exchange student from China came over and then Lucy wanted to be her best friend so Lucy pretty much just ditched me for her and I was just like so like but her after that and bummed so yeah I remember that was my first crush on a girl and yeah I definitely did not end well for me for ABS just following my first celeb crush my first slippery crush is definitely a hundred percent hands down Cameron Diaz I have loved her since day one if you guys probably like go way back and one of my videos like one of my q and A's or maybe or something I talked about like my first celebrity crush when I say Cameron Diaz in there I loved her for years even like Charlie's Angels sweetest things even before that she's just so beautiful and even now like she's older but she's still just so gorgeous geez I would run away with her I would drop it like it's freaking hot for her oh gosh you guys I she's just a beautiful woman and then besides that I remember when I was really young on to liking Hilary Duff she was also very beautiful still is very beautiful do I have a thing for blondes first kiss my first like kiss like peck like with a girl that I was actually like really into was when I was 13 and she was my first like school girlfriend you know you guys have had it when you're really young and you like date someone at school maybe you guys go out to the movies but it's really just like a school relationship super super innocent and it was just like a couple pet kisses here and there my first like real kiss with a girl oh my god that was when I was 16 and it was with Jenna I'm not gonna go any further than that hope she never sees this video she might do two years older than me and it was just magical and everything and more but I thought it would be the thought of kissing ladies makes me super happy first time with a girl like first time a little awkward a lot of fun so much better than I thought it would be like it literally like happen and I was just like this is what heaven is like on earth like here I am you're beautiful all over me like this is what heaven is like like angels exist yeah super awkward super fun is super amazing uh everything I thought I wanted to be and more the girl that I was with it was not her first time it was mine and she was just but we had been friends for a really really long time and like slowly building up and I'm like super nowadays like I'm good build up I love a good build up and love edging and even back then I kind of knew it and what did it like know how to express but I liked it and yeah super amazing and patient and knowledgeable I learned so much this question I have seen a couple times too and I was gonna dive into it because one this really really fascinates me like in relationships and I just think it's kind of funny to talk about and it kind of shows you a little bit too more about the person I've been asked so when I'm with a girl my more of a top or bottom I would say for me I'm very like verse um it definitely like depends on who I'm with but I'm very sleepy more towards top I just like to take control sorry yeah so first just because I'm very open-minded and that's just the way I have always been with love and everything I'm just very open to love into all of these doors so I will always try something new and see how it goes good communication is definitely key and yeah moving up I kind of came over the closet I guess is another big question that I get asked a lot so for me it was never like I really sat down and it came out to everyone but I knew what I was like very early on like I would say around like 12 is when I was like okay what's going on and then like 13 like I all of 12 like I was just like kind of trying to figure it out then like 13 I was just like wow this is see like yeah okay and that's what I really started liking girls and like testing some of that waters with people that I knew that were like that and like testing for the waters with my friends and it's like I would start to come out and then something would happen and I would go back in and then it would just kind of go like that for a while and I have other videos where I touch on this as well for me even when I was like that like even if I was like not everyone knew I was still out there trying to be myself and whatever way I could and I think that people that do that just takes a lot of bravery but also it's just like I wish I would have just been able to get over and just be like just be yourself like you're happy and that's all that matters if someone can't be happy with you or at least understand hey that you're happy and be happy for you well then there just shouldn't be in your life because they're not a good person and they're holding you back and they're keeping you from being who you are and if you're not who you are then what a waste and you're never gonna truly be happy so it's just something that I feel like I had to learn over time and so many people have to learn over time and through the hard way and it just sucks but that's just kind of the way it was so for me it was never like crystal clear I came out to a couple people came out to a couple more and I just kind of built like that and that's the way it was until I was really comfortable but now here I am 25 and I'm super comfortable and confident with myself and I love who I love I'm an amazing girlfriend that I'm obsessed with and everything you know just you just move forward in life and you do the best that you can and if someone can't get on your freaking roller coaster they can't understand your ride take them off you do not need them there's the door come hang out with me let's do a shot of tequila awesome wine let's be friends but no seriously you guys just be yourself out there and this video was super fun to film let me know in the comments below what you guys thought and it was a little shorter maybe I should have popped in some more questions I did feel a little uncomfortable sharing some things just because how much to say how much does you know TMI but um I love it I just ladies oh my gosh I should put the wine away yeah so I hope you guys enjoy the story time let me know in the comments below your first times kissing a girl kissing a guy just your first time maybe your first celebrity crush let me know down in the comments below and yeah until next time I will see you guys later and until next time I love you guys so much stay peachy and peace Mumma bye guys [Music]